I cycle through feelings of joy and frustration, trying to figure out where I am in this “ascension” process; a beautiful illustration of how the heart (joy) and the mind (frustration) is experiencing it all. I spend my precious moments either judging myself (mind) or in love with myself (heart). Back and forth I go, into the Upper Room and then dipping down to a lower vibration. When I am confused (mind), I get the message to enjoy the process and know (heart) that this is what I came here to experience. One of these days, I will wake up and allow myself my feelings, unconditionally. I will embrace the moment, trusting it is perfect because that is what I’ve chosen. I will finally let my heart lead the way – to joyfully be as I am.